Nothing

ya...
I am nothing to you~
Just nothing~
other than your games your frens
I am always the last place in your heart~
Even I leave I don't give any response to you
you also don't mind right?
Okies ,fine~
Don't blame me if I don't reply you anymore since
you also don't care about that...
keep it up~
enjoy your games~

(The day I was scared by Bryan's real ghost stories and really couldn't sleep,

but what funny is my bf still busy gambling and just left one sentence for me:
"JESUS BLESS YOU ALL" (he isn't a christian), and at the same time the
fb displaying that he was busy sending chips to his friends
in black jack and enjoying the games.

Lagi funny is he can sleep well without my reply hor?

Is it my fault because I don't have a serious face?

Why everyone also thougth I am joking

while I am trying to tell something seriously?

Is it my feeling "should be" ignored?

Now is already 4am, i still couldn't sleep because of that f phobia,

but I am sure that he was sleeping soundly,

then I think he will wake up around 12pm,

log in his fb, continue his black jack "AGAIN"

opps...sorry~or else is DOTA I think)

This post will be seen by he after 1 or 2 weeks I think

since he won't care so much ha!

I bet!

If not I treat those who ever view my bloggie!

This post was edited because i still want to add in something...(22.3.2010)

For those friend really take care about me...thanks alot~

Violet, I am fine and I get used for that...

Chew, thanks for your accompany along my school life...you helped me alot...

Btw I think he is no longer updated my blog since people now also crazy for fb,

who else will to spend their time to view my bloggie?

For Mr.Y, I won't delete my post again.

I don't want your present or something else,

all this couldn't make me happy...

when you tell me about your ex,

from your eyes I could see that actually

I am just a companion for you in your Uni's life...

or maybe friend that just close abit...

I am different from them(ur ex)...please don't mix up...

Sad case was-The difference between me and them is the places in your heart...

I am always behind of them...your ex,games and friends.

Sorry for I am still having this kind of silly thinking in my mind,

I just feel that very insecure and imbalance of our "Like"between us...

I am confused that our "like" isn't that kind of relationship...

I knew I failed to walk into your heart...